I want to tell people sometimes. Just dump every single thought that’s troubling my mind and do a mind throw up. Except I can’t bring myself to do it.

I feel like every time you trust someone with a secret, or even just a slight intimate thought, you’re giving that part of yourself away. I especially can’t do that to someone who likes me, or a guy ._.

It’s hard, to break away from the image that you’ve put up for yourself. I’m having all these issues right now, because I know everything is coming to a close. Once again, I’m cutting it close and the pressure is getting greater and greater.

I don’t put much faith in boys saying that they’ll listen to you. They either like you or they don’t have that intention. I just can’t do it. Can’t, won’t, ughh.

I refuse to rely on anyone even though I crave it. It’s so contradictory and I don’t know what I can do to change it.